2004-02-26 - 11:41 a.m.

I'm letting myself get wrapped up in the stupid little things of day-to-day living and it's really affecting my relationship. It sucks and I need to learn to stop.

I feel like our relationship is really great and that all the big stuff is well in hand, but C and I have been arguing about the stupidest shit and it's making me crazy.

Part of me thinks that it's okay and normal to bicker about things like who is leaving the lights on, but the rational part of me knows that bickering is different from arguing and not speaking to each other. The past 24 hours have been the worst in the history of this relationship. We're okay now but we can't keep going through these things.

I wonder if it's just a temporary situation as we all get used to living together or if it's something bigger and worse. I need to find a way to let things go. Just not talking about things that bother me doesn't seem to work because I can only let it build up for so long before I blow my stack...and boy does it blow.

Maybe I need to vent more here. Let's see if that works.

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